Today has been especially tough. I feel extremely lonely. No one is around and its making me miss her a lot. I always wonder what she’s doing. Or if she misses me. Sometime this weekend she is supposed to come get her watch and I’m hoping she wants to stay for a bit and hang out. But I have a feeling she won’t want to. Its probably for the best though. If I’m around her ill just want to hold her and kiss her and make love to her and all that jazz. And if that were to happen….well then I might completely lose it when she leaves. But I doubt I would be able to say no… I miss how beaufitul she is. I could look at her all day.
Posted on Saturday September 3rd
