Life is really difficult right now. I’m torn. I don’t know what to do anymore. I think she still loves me but its hard to be sure. I always thought that her and I were permanent but I guess I was wrong. I guess the main thing is that if she loves me now, then I think I should be ok with that. Althought she could just change her mind the next day. Every moment I spend with her, it seems like it could be he last. Its difficult to think about that. I can’t imagine myself with anyone else and I sure as hell can’t imagine her with anyone else. I just really want her to be happy. If that means she is gonna be with me then that’s fantastic but if not, then hopefully I can let her go. Even though I know it would be almost impossible.
Posted on Tuesday July 12th
