I don’t really know what’s going on in my life right now. I’m pretty lonely. I can’t say that I’m not enjoying this semester off but I also can’t say that it’s all it’s cracked up to be. I sit around most of the day. And it may not be surprising, but I still think about her. I hate it. I don’t want anything to do with her and who she has become. She is such a changed person. She’s not the same girl I fell in love with over three years ago. And that should make this easier but it doesn’t. I still think about the great times we’ve had together and hope they aren’t all lies. I don’t even know why I write on this stupid thing. It just makes me think about her all the time. And why do I still dream about her!? I hate it. I just want to forget all about her and everything she ever did to me. Because of her, I’m gonna have a hard time trusting anyone who gets close to me. Fuck relationships, fuck liars, fuck cheaters, and fuck all the nonsense. Why do people have to be so selfish?
