I told the guy about us hooking up. The most amazing part is that when I spoke to her on the phone she tried to deny the whole thing. To me even! It’s amazing how much someone can lie and let me tell you, she has mastered the art of lying. I have no respect left for this girl. Yes I will always love her. Or at least love who she used to be. She used to be a thoughtful, honest, caring person. Now she has become a selfish liar. And I am happy I’m not with her anymore. I don’t deserve it. Whether or not the guy believes me is up to him. I don’t give two shits if he does or not. It’s a little hard to face the fact that I don’t think I will ever talk to her again. But it’s what I need. I needed closure and this was finally it. One thing I’ve learned this summer is that just because you would give your life up for someone, doesn’t mean they would do the same for you. People have their own agendas and when it comes down to it they will just do whatever is best for themselves. Good, honest people are hard to find in this world. So when you do find them, hold on tight, don’t lie, don’t cheat, and make sure they know how important they are to you. Because everything comes to an end eventually. No matter how great you think it is.
