Well we hung out again. And, of course, I loved it. She’s so beautiful and she doesn’t even know it. It makes me sick that the new guy she’s with doesn’t tell her. It was also really nice to catch up with her family. I really miss them. But I still might be as confused as I’ve ever been. She always cuddles up next to me and wants me to hold her. She says I make her happy and she still loves me. Don’t get me wrong I love when she wants to cuddle with me and I love holding her. It might be the thing I love most in this world. I can’t imagine being as comfortable with someone else as I am with her. But after we cuddle for awhile, she gets weird. Almost like she regrets it. This is such a strange situation. I know its hard for both of us and we probably shouldn’t do this to ourselves but I don’t think either of us are ready to give each other up. I don’t know why I love this girl. She hurt me so many times and I should never want to talk to her again. I should actually hate her. But I don’t. And I don’t know why. I am still unconditionally in love with her. Everytime I hold her my heart beats so fast. When I’m with her its like I can just escape reality, even if its just for a short amount of time.
We're updating Fluid!
Soon, we'll be updating the look and feel of this theme. Read about the changes here. You can easily turn off this notification in the theme customization panel.
