Well I might be back to square one. We hung out a few days ago and it made me so happy. Spending time with her again made me realize again why I was and still am so in love with her. She told me she still loves me and thinks about me everyday. It seems like she isn’t happy. Yet, when we were together, she seemed genuinely happy. But after hanging out, she seemed like she completely regreted it. She told me that she doesn’t think its a good idea for us to talk or hangout anymore for awhile. I sure hope she doesn’t mean forever. It was so nice to kiss her and hold her like we used to. I am the most comfortable when she is in my arms and I know she is too. It doesn’t make sense to me. If I make her happy, why wouldn’t she want to spend time with me? We don’t need to be together right now. I just wish I could spend more time with her. I don’t care if we kiss or make love or cuddle. Just being around her makes me happy. I’m hoping to hear from her soon, maybe over christmas break.
